10/12/2013

not good in communication, sometime just like to be alone and stay at corner.

may be this is the community, friends not friends, just passby.

why so serious

Nowdays i'm too emotional and my brain going to freak out, thinking negative, emotional, some more feel like wanna gone off from this world.....

Too big Too far...cant even catch up my future dream...

Too scared Too timid....cant even step forward...

Depression

family

family always my rely on

every time i'm lost, every time i'm gloomy...

although our distance between M'sia and Taiwan

just one call, one talk

everything gone alright ;)

i can lost everything but NOT family

I LOVE MY FAMILY

much!! words cant express!!

i miss my home much NOW! i wish i can back home now ;'(

miss those time mummy will help me solves everything...

but now i have to done everything by myself, solve every troblesome things....

always blessed in family hugs ❤

長大.. 越迷茫...

長大了 ...

再也不要求生活中夢幻般的戀愛 帥氣白馬王子 華麗城堡 成千上萬的服飾配件

要求的只是簡簡單單平凡生活

平凡愛情 平凡人類 平凡住家 平凡衣物

只要一切好好地再平凡也不會有怨言 ;)

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大學大二生活就這樣結束

其實開始不捨 雖然還有兩年 但畢竟已經呆在台灣三年 還是有一定感情

開始擔心兩年後 畢業 過後去路到底是什麽?

一片迷茫......

繼續到別的國家走走升學 or 回國當老師之類的.

突然也很想回到小學中學無憂無慮生活

至少不用怕到底社會是什麽? 面對什麽?

雖然家人都讓我別擔心未來的事情 可是何不緊張?

靠離社會這一步越來越靠近 越來越緊張

從來不愛人多 交際的我 對我來說壓力真的無比大!

我該怎麼辦 DX 超害怕的啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do or not

always talk to myself before any reaction dont unrequited love

may be its just a sweet misunderstanding ;)

WELL, i'm not really care about do or not but IF really do, still considering 

or maybe with this situation its the best situation for us....

just go with the flow ❤

真心如一坨屎糞 靠腰!

想說 我自認為我對每個朋友真心真意 喜歡不喜歡我都會直接坦白

好吧 謝謝你讓我在大學生涯遇到在社會上一定會遇到的問題

讓我大開眼界 讓我懂得應付這類問題

可是我真他媽的不爽我把你當成好朋友 可是你把我那顆心意當成一坨屎糟蹋

啥小? 干!

第一次被朋友利用 第一次為這種事心痛

因為這件事我懂得站在中立的角度處理每件事

雖然不夠好可是至少我懂!

我他媽的現在一定會堤防他奶奶的雞蛋糕小人

再一次糟蹋我的心意看我如何把你們這些混蛋剁成18段!

只是想........

只是想在大學期間到更多地方闖闖

只是想在大學期間到不同地方學習

只是想在大學期間給予自己一個目標

只是想.......

我知道自己家境不允許 自己沒能力

可是有時真的想.......

人生都是需要給予自己機會闖........

爲什麽直接拒絕 還拒絕得那麼狠心

真的很傷心 很沒方向了....

508 - proud of MALAYSIAN

At least we still ONE

At least now days young people still put in their heart for this country

At least we are NOT SEPARATED!!

We are ONE MALAYSIAN

not Malay,

not Chinese,

not Indian ;)

be appreciate for everything and everyone surrounding me

while singing national anthem feel so touching and wanna cry

everyone of Malaysian on the spot sing so loud and proud of their country

i'm sure that we still love my country...

although with a very sick prime minister but we wont give up this country

【若爭取民主的過程是漫長的，那我還是會要我的子孫繼續抗爭下去!!】