真心如一坨屎糞 靠腰!

想說 我自認為我對每個朋友真心真意 喜歡不喜歡我都會直接坦白

好吧 謝謝你讓我在大學生涯遇到在社會上一定會遇到的問題

讓我大開眼界 讓我懂得應付這類問題

可是我真他媽的不爽我把你當成好朋友 可是你把我那顆心意當成一坨屎糟蹋

啥小? 干!

第一次被朋友利用 第一次為這種事心痛

因為這件事我懂得站在中立的角度處理每件事

雖然不夠好可是至少我懂!

我他媽的現在一定會堤防他奶奶的雞蛋糕小人

再一次糟蹋我的心意看我如何把你們這些混蛋剁成18段!

只是想........

只是想在大學期間到更多地方闖闖

只是想在大學期間到不同地方學習

只是想在大學期間給予自己一個目標

只是想.......

我知道自己家境不允許 自己沒能力

可是有時真的想.......

人生都是需要給予自己機會闖........

爲什麽直接拒絕 還拒絕得那麼狠心

真的很傷心 很沒方向了....

508 - proud of MALAYSIAN

At least we still ONE

At least now days young people still put in their heart for this country

At least we are NOT SEPARATED!!

We are ONE MALAYSIAN

not Malay,

not Chinese,

not Indian ;)

be appreciate for everything and everyone surrounding me

while singing national anthem feel so touching and wanna cry

everyone of Malaysian on the spot sing so loud and proud of their country

i'm sure that we still love my country...

although with a very sick prime minister but we wont give up this country

【若爭取民主的過程是漫長的，那我還是會要我的子孫繼續抗爭下去!!】

這種命又不是我要的

不要再讓我有想法恨我自己 

每次做出了決定可是還是會很不甘心就這樣放棄

可是難道我想這樣嗎?

我也想要擁有我真的喜愛的

為錢煩惱這種生活真的不是我想要的

完全不是..........

完全......

random

 It has been 20 years and this is the first time i like having a plan on my mind...

WELL, honestly...taking a FINE ART as my core subject its really need lots of guts...

and also i'm so stress about students in our class is so talented and full of creativity and idea in their brain..

i'm not said that i'm talented in this subject but i'm just too lucky to get the little gene from my papa (at least i still got some things i can proud about ;D)

another stress about is in this community every family force their children to study business, accounts, science or doctors to make sure they can survive in the future with their jobs...

I should be happy and appreciate that i got a family actually very support my HOBBIES...

my mom actually didn't even concerned about my future jobs because she really do believe i can survived with my (talent)?

In order not to live up my mom and (papa) i decided to learn more about art overseas! YAY!

well, i'm still don't have the accurate target of my future life but continuous study it should bring me lots of other country characteristic and may be can get lots of idea in my art projects ;)
and travel around the whole world is also my DREAM!!
side trip while studying its also a not bad idea right?
at least this is may be counted as crazy things that i did while i'm studying and prove that i'm YOUNG!

i'm really hope that i can travel the whole world before i'm dead! fight for dreams

and i also hope that i can really get a good college in US? UK? anywhere around the Europe places and i can improve my English no matter in communicate or writing or listening 

good luck to myself :peace:

full of lucky-ness

living with huge huge love from family and friends

how lucky am I

although i'm still single :)

If i am a MILLIONAIRE then i should be nothing to be worry about...

I can pay my fees without installment

I can have a trip to those place that i really wish to amuse or may be can have a HIKE? ;)

I can shop like hell until i'm tired of it

I can learn what i like and what i really interested ❤

HOW I WISH i have just right enough money to done all those things ;(